Destiny

Life...

2010-06-16T09:40:00.000-07:00

To get what you want in life you'll have to work hard for it..
But what if working hard isn't enough??

My work life is going no where.. Zero achievements.. Zero aim.. Zero targets..
I can't get the jobs that I want.. And jobs that want me are half Fucked jobs..
Thus, work sucks..

My love life is not going well.. It could be my expectations..
But the thing is I only expect an eternal love.. To be able to grow old together..
In this era and country, I don't believe it exists..
Even with potential partners, other factors in life will break you up..
All these is because I am afraid that I am not able to provide a blissful life to my other half..
And in the end it ends with heart breaks.. I will never wanna break anyone's heart again..

My family and my social life is the only thing that I can be proud of..
I know I can always lean back on them and seek comfort..

Is my happiness finally here??

2010-04-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

I am not afraid to go into a relationship..

I am just afraid that I go into a relationship with the wrong person..

But there's the saying you can never know unless you try.. Sooooo...

I hope to use "we" the next time round..

Courage!

2009-11-18T07:16:00.000-08:00

cour⋅age

–noun
1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.
2. Obsolete. the heart as the source of emotion.—Idiom
3. have the courage of one's convictions, to act in accordance with one's beliefs, esp. in spite of criticism.

I want to help and I want to go but I do not have the courage.. What I need is conviction.. So where can I find conviction??

Final stretch of the race

2009-11-09T09:33:00.000-08:00

Its the last stretch of the road.. Bored of it and definitely sick of it but it is the only way to finish it..

After these years, i think that the only thing I take away from the institute is the friends I made and found. Not a lot but I think that they are good enough..

Ok.. enough of these.. time to carry on..

Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.
Michael Jordan

Time of changes

2009-11-01T18:50:00.001-08:00

Its been a while since my last entry.. Partly because I was busy but mostly lazy.. Hahahahaha.. Since there is 3hrs and 38mins before my operation I thought I should write down something for myself.

This op is for the better so I will want to change some of my goals as well.. For the better of coz..

Isn't it funny to ask for someone to care for you, wouldn't that be just a fake or temporary thing.. So it comes down to: When you give you dun expect returns.. But ultimately if there is no returns why still keep giving?? Doesn't it just mean that you are nothing to the person??

After this Op things will change.. I will change..

But I will continue to love my family and friends around me.. I hold all of you dear..

Champions League Nite~~

2009-05-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

It was a long nite~~

Began with dinner with the guys and gals at this Korean place. The food wasn't fantastic but edible la.

Then was the movie - Nite at the museum II. It was ok. Nothing fantastic though.

Played some PES before the game then was the game.

Barca scored just after 10 minutes! NOT A GD START%#^%$&%$

And United nvr got back. It was the better team that won the game. Kudos to Barca.

The Cruise

2009-05-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

Back from cruise and more shit from work. OMG!!!

Anyway its was a very fulfiling trip. Won some money and had fun with my "aunties" and siblings.

First night we went straight to the western restaurant i think it was called the Bella Vista. Anyway the food there was ok only la.

We started with some bread(it was quite hard but still gd) then came the soup. The onion soup is so salty lo. Main course was steak but the beef wasn't very tender but the gravvy was quite ok. Then was desert time it was lime shebert, nice.

After that me, jeremy, shiya, winona and alyssa went to had get some tatoos. Mine was a wolf. Then we went to the arcade we had a game buffet, $25 for 3hrs and 30 minutes. It was worth the money, I play so many games I think it would have cost me more than $50.

Then it was casino time. Didn't play much though but still manage to win ard $200 or so. I played the Texas Holdem, its a very interesting game lo. I think I may go to genting to play it again. Maybe on th 30th but nothing has been confirm yet.

Next day slept till ard 11. What a waste of time. Then went for lunch at the chinese restaurant. After that is Monoploy time played till 3 then we play mini golf. Took me 16 stroke to complete a 5 hole course lo. hahha. Shiya did it in 11 or 12 lo. hhahaha.

Then came the special. We started playing mini hockey in the lift lobby. Good thing it was on the top floor so human traffic was minimum. It was good fun. luckily we did break anything. hahaha. I was a team with Alyssa and jeremy was with shiya. Sianz. We lost 2-1. haha.

Then we went to the karoke pub and then dinner. Me and jeremy were so tired that we fell aslp during dinner. And thanks to the slp we manage to stay up all nite for the last day. And that nite I won another 200+ or so. Shiok ah.!! Next morning is stoning time. Slpt for most of the afternoon then went or dinner then went to cathay to meet the gang for the movie. We watched the long awaited Angels and Demons. It was as good as they say it was.

The OT awaits

2009-05-11T10:03:00.000-07:00

Jus finished exam but what the hell.

What awaits tomorrow is a whole day of OT.

Anyway friday going to the cruise liao so ok la. LOL

One very Busy Combo Period

2009-05-08T13:10:00.001-07:00

Again its very late in the night liao. 4:11 to be exact. Just finish writing some note cards for my exam this coming monday. Sianz. But at least it'll be over soon enuff.

Gotta back track a bit. Since Big Bro Ben (BBB) moved on the 26th Apr. Its been busy all the way. Big Aunt passed away, ;( then there was her wake. Some of us stayed over at her place to help out throughout the wake. There was me, Jeremy, Pearl, Kim Sis, Lang Sis, James and Andre. I think that was all from ourside.

This wake is something I've nvr seen before lo. Firstly it was a christian funeral, so I didnt know wat to expect. Then came all the big shots, all the retired Colonels, one was a General I think, Winston Choo. Ai ya. too many liao dont remember liao. Finally there's the Prime Minster. Wah sei. Chua Sai.

After all these is time for my exam then will be submission for work on the 13th. DIE liao lo.

BTW will be going for cruise soon.

Washabi Tei

2009-04-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today met Carine for dinner, we met at 6.30pm. But we went to Wheelock Place first to get the jeseys. Bought 4 jeseys in total, 1 for me, 1 for Fabian, 1 for ST and 1 for Deren. I think i'll get a champion patch for my jesey.

Then we went to Far East Shopping Centre for dinner at Washabi Tei. There was a small queue outside the place. Its a very small place so seating was hard to get even for the 2 of us. we waiting till ard 750 before we went in. Then we in and order our food, we ordered:

2x starter Dish
2x Salmon Sushi
1x Swordfish Shashimi
1x Grilled Salmon
2x Chawamushi
1x Unagi Set
1x Fried beef set
2x Carrot Orange Juice

The sushi and the shashimis were nice and fresh. My Unagi was also big and tasty. But then missy the beef was only so so lo with only onions and garlic taste. hahhaa.

The Move

2009-04-26T08:26:00.001-07:00

Today Big Bro officially moved into his place. We did a small ritual when we went in. see if i can post it up some where. In between the move i manage to find time for the video and ECA submission.

The turn out for his house warming was ok. But the food we prepared was soooooooooooooooooo a lot lo. Good thing the food was good so they Da Bao a lot of food back. Heng ah..

Menu for the day:
Sweet Sour Fish
Mango Pork Ribs
Bee Hoon
Chestnut Duck
Chicken Curry
Vege with Gou qi zi
Three layer pork with red wine
Agar Agar with Fruits

I think that is about it. And the best thing is we almost forgot that today is Big Bro Bday and it is also Uncle's Bday. Good thing we manage to get FQ sis to buy us a cake.

Mahjong Session

2009-04-25T13:12:00.000-07:00

Today is mahjong day.

Morning went for dinner with dad they all. Then bought the stuffs for bro's house warming then i also shun bian bought some snack for mahjong later. After we bought the food stuffs bro need to go sign up for broad band, so we went there and ended up buying 3 E71s. I got black, Jeremy got white and Shi Ya got red.

Later at 7+ met erina and fab for dinner at the Korean food store at Feast. The food is jus ok la. then they came over and watched "jumper", then came Deren and Jo, shortly after Cherlyn and Ivan came as well. And just in time for the movie to end and start on the mahjong session. So fab and deren were working on the Guitar Hero and the rest were starting on mahjong. then came Zavier. haha heng i bought enuff cause I thought Zavier wasn't coming. Then there was the Man Utd game, WTH first half and then the moment the changed it all. 5 - 2 was the final score. Its time to celebrate the Title.

Mahjong ended and I ended losing lo.. Hahaha. But all is good.

Dinner at Ah Yat

2009-04-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

Today is ShiYa's bday, so we had dinner at Ah Yat. She was against the idea but daddy is biggest liao so he decided to go Ah Yat and so we did. We had a 10 course dinner. i was filled to the brink also most wanna vomit lo. Food was good.

1. Peking Duck - Super
2. Prawns - Normal lo
3. Sharks Fin Soup - Ok good
4. Abalone - Big GOOD
5. Stir fried Duck - nothing much
6. Veges - Refreshing
7. Steam Fish - Ok Good
8. Chilli crab + Buns - Very Good
9. Noodles - ok lo
10. Red bean paste - ok lo
11. Fruits

Sides
Giant oysters
Beer

For her bday gift we got her a laptop bag and a pouch but dont think she is gg to use it. think most prob wang is going to grap it. haha.

Next up will be house warming at big Bro's house. Eat again haiz.. haha..

Another day...

2009-04-21T10:03:00.000-07:00

Busy day at work had to cover 2 people, but no probs its all good in due course.

Today went for a haircut at Jansen cut for $24 but feel like not worth the money lei. As of now I still think that Twister is better.

Now is 1:10 or so. Just finish 35% of my assignment, i think tml can finish le ba.

Anyone for BeerFest??
今朝有酒，今朝醉

The young Uniteds fought bravely

2009-04-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

Wah sei. You can ask of two outstanding centre-halfs to help you keep clean sheet. But to ask them to score a penalty for you is too much lo. And so did the rest of the young Uniteds.

They had a good game. Applause! A game well fought.

The beginning

2009-04-18T11:38:00.000-07:00

Today I just felt that I had to make a blog. And so I did. I still dont really know exactly what I wanna write about. But I think it will mainly revolve around family, food, friends, soccer, studies and etc.

Its now 2:42AM but I'm wide awake. Time is precious sleeping seems like a waste of time. Later I'll be moving some stuffs for my brother and its party time in the evening with my cousin, Tricia.

That's all for now.

I'll keep them coming.